Am i fuc*in dumb because i can't hackintosh my device?

So, maybe the title says it all but i wanna give detailed reason here.

2 months ago, i started to learn hackintosh. Pain. Headache. You name it. about 1 week ago im ready to hop in. config.plist? check. Driver? check. KEXT? check. Error? Not in the list but it appears. Sometimes it's opencore error but sometimes it's my HP laptop BIOS error too. every time it try to reboot from opencore, it will says error 005, about date n time @ OS.

I tried so hard, and come to past (no i dont have time machine, im just singing). In the end, it doesn't even matters.

I don't wanna make this as a install guide / Hackintosh guide / any technical disscussion. I just want you to share like how you learn hackintosh at 1st, how you install it, how many problems did you faced, and if you're same as me, how to get rid of that feeling?