Laptop booting struck at attempting to load /sbin/launchd - images attached

Laptop is struck when i try to boot. When i clear nvram sometimes(25%) it boots and when i shut down it adds some flags to launchd and it refuses to boot again.

Specs Hp envy 13 I5-8250u 8 gb ram 256 gb nvme ssd

Images When booting: https://ibb.co/kXYvwZY Shutdown: https://ibb.co/gmD802M